New single

New single from Aqua =)

Wee nice song

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Tired...maybe not getting enough sleep..getting panda eyes =((

Where Rainbows End

Ok. It's been awhile since I've touched a book..
Been to preoccupied with work these days..the workload never cease to end.

I've been searching for this book for awhile, after reading P.S. I love you..they included a chapter of this book at the end of the story..it was narrated in a special manner..through letters,emails,smses, msn.

Tried searching borders, onepage, mph...many other bookstores..finally found it at Popular.
How irony it is =S

Anyway, a good read overall.
Narrative style was unique. Made reading all that more pleasurably.
But perhaps due to this unique style, the feelings are not that intense.
The feelins I felt while reading this, compared to PS I love you and the time traveler's wife...this book had just a fraction of the feelings of loss and anguish I've felt..

It was really good going back into reading again..to re-experience the joy of being pulled into their world.
To just leave everything behind, and see how things play out in the book.
I've finished the book in 1 day..just spent the whole day in office poring into it when I'm free.

This book particularly resonated within me..it must be nice having such a good friend..
One I never had the chance to have.

I don't know why..maybe it's me.
I've never been able to stay in touch with my friends.
I've lost touch with everyone in primary school..
I've lost touch with almost everyone in secondary school..
I'm losing touch with almost everyone in jc too.

Is it me?
Maybe it is..it's not that I'm not trying.
But things just keep happening.

Would you say I'm full of regret?
I do sometimes..but we can't turn back time..

Maybe I'm just fated to be without friends.
But fuck fate. I control that.
Hahaha

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How it feels like to die?
Will it hurt before the end?

Whats the best way to die painlessly then..

Suddenly, death becomes such a fascinating subject.

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MJ's really dead! =(
It only felt real after watching his memorial =(

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Here's how much my Chevrolet Camaro is going to cost :

OMV : US 22,000 approx SGD 50,000
Vehicle Tax : 41% of OMV = approx SG25,000
Registration Fee : SGD1,000
ARF : 140% of OMV = approx SGD75,000
Road Tax : SGD3,000
Insurance Premium = SG1,500 (due to my age)
COE: SGD35,000

Total: SGD200,000

What the fuck man.
3.2l Chevrolet Camaro got inflated from USD 22,000 to USD100,000.
Fucking hell.

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Been thinking about my future these days..probably because of all the jobs figures and stuff..

But I was wondering. What would I be in the future?
I definitely am going to be in the upper echelons of the socio economic ladder..
But what could I be?

Top paying careers are all doctors.
I can't be that already.

Business doesn't interest me too.

I'm not cut out for a desk bound job. Well, at least I do not ever want to do a desk job against my will.

So what career would give me alot of money then?

Politician, lawyer..can only think of these 2.

I don't know..

I want to drive a Chevrolet Camaro at least.
It's 25k in the us..but lets say parallel import..it will be around..150k?

Ok. Let's just assume it's 200k.
It works out to about 1.4k per month over 10 years.

If I'm earning 10k per month.
Possible that's enough.

But 10k where got enough?

And I've been wasting 2 years in NS.
Ok la, 2 years ain't a long time.
But it ain't short either.

Look to the US.
Actors are earning 5million per film at the age of 23.
Where will I be in 23?
I'm still in uni..what the fuck.

By the time I finished studying..worst case, I'll be 26.

What the fuck.

I should further my life in the US.